Backwards..

I just LOVE how I want to work so bad, and get lots of hours in and instead I get cut hours, AWESOME.
Okay, okay, here's the story:
So, I go into the back of my workplace a week & 1/2 ago and change my availability, just like my supervisory told me to, because I'm starting college on Wednesday. So last week I only get scheduled for 3 days with 3 hour shifts and one day i asked to have off because of my sisters college graduation (which they got upset with me about because it was a promo weekend and we're not supposed to have the whole weekend off, OH WELL, family first<3).. they e-mail me my schedule friday night, guess what? I GOT SCHEDULED FOR 1 DAY W/ ANOTHER 3 HOUR SHIFT.. time for a new job? I think YES.

Guilt

Well, guilt is definitely laying heavy on my hear this week :(
I've constantly had to call in sick at work. And I surprisingly
HATE it. I wish I could just work when I'm supposed to, have a
fabulous attitude about it, and not complain at all. But, instead
I find myself thinking about how I can't work and how I feel guilty
about it.
You know that feeling you get when you have a horrible semester at
school and you just want to start all over with a clean slate?
I WANT A CLEAN START AT WORK. Nope, that's not going to happen.
I'll just have to walk in there, hold my head up high and give my 100% effort.

thank goodness for my love <3

long boarding beauty

So, today I was long boarding with Mitch (boyfriend) and it was so amazing.
We rode to a little bridge that's behind a park near my house and the sun
was perfect.. it was warm with a slight chill here and there.
We were taking pictures of each other and spending time with each other.
As I was taking pictures of him, I discovered how much I love taking pictures.
I wouldn't do it as a profession, but I loved trying to capture little
details, or that perfect shot that I could imagine and it was great.
Doing insignificant things with the most significant person in my life
makes me happier than I've ever been :)

nothing

i'm laying in bed, at 2:38...39...40 am, just staring at my blog..
and realized that i haven't started college yet, nothing significant
has happened in the past couple days... (nothing i want to make public),
which all equates to me having nothing to blog about... and i still
made a blog. so, i decided to ramble on about how i have NOTHING at
all to write about. how lame.

summer

My summer has been great :) my sister got married!! i got my first tattoo, i'm enrolled in college, got my first job and i'm ready to start a totally new chapter in my life. Maybe i'll have better luck in this one... ;)